Now available in Print! “The Agony of Joy” – With special discount

theagonyofjoyNow available in paperback from JMS Books LLC, and with a special discount, get your print copy of my award-winning and highest rated novel, “The Agony of Joy” today. Free review copies are available, just contact us with your information. 

View its trailer on YouTube or at Tik-Tok, which also includes actual photos used in scenes from the novel, set mainly in Berlin, Germany and surroundings.

KEYWORDS:
Trauma healing, CSA survivors, European settings, May/December romance, modern gothic

 

Summary:
Former model turned actor Adrian Lee can barely list age range ’23-29′ on his resumé anymore nor stand his life of empty social events and appearances, meaningless roles and casual partners. When he meets Alexander Skizetsky by clever arrangement of his agent, the enigmatic yet infinitely attractive Russian kindles a little light of hope in his aching heart. Yet even the beginnings of a friendship and love beyond his wildest dreams cannot stop a life spiraling out of control.

The long estrangement from his devout Irish Catholic parents and family, and the dark secrets they all share combine to drive him to the brink of despair, though Alexander becomes determined to stay by his side. After locking away his own memories of betrayal and loss, “Lexx” had decided never to love again but something in Adrian spurs the noblest intentions in his formerly jaded heart. Returning in pilgrimage to his homeland, on a journey of rebirth, revelation and redemption, can they escape the ghosts of their pasts to find true love together?


SHORT BLURB:
For many abuse survivors, there is a lifelong battle for understanding and acceptance, not only from others, but also from themselves. From London to Berlin, to the frozen seas of far east Russia, this is an unforgettable journey of rebirth, revelation and redemption as two men struggle to overcome their separate past agonies and allow themselves to experience friendship and love.


SOCIAL MEDIA BLURB:
International actor Adrian Lee is thrilled to meet security specialist Alexander at a London party. But will the ghosts of their past traumas keep them from making a future together?

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